cognitive dissonance

Lately, a lot of changes have happened into my life, I’m trying to fight my demons back without hurting anyone in the process, but it’s damn hard. I’m sorry to you, my head is a mess, I hope you can move on and we can have a good relationship after all this cools down.

Anyways, this is gonna be a mix of venting and music/coding/hacking/art/whatever passes through my mind. I’m tired of social media and all the big corp brainwashing. It’s getting scarier everyday, it’s getting to a point where it feels like being in a paranoid schizophrenic brain, but it’s not, it’s reality. Thats what makes it so scary. Remember the paranoia surrounding subliminal messages not so many years ago? Now it’s fucked. Friends, family, even myself are trapped inside bubbles tailored by big corporations to control our lifes and thoughts using aggresive targeted advertising and data collection… Cancel culture, censorship, brainwashing with dumb ideas to keep the population entretained while they fuck us over. I just feel impending doom thinking about this.

I’m trying to get my brain distracted with music and reading, making shitty “art” was kinda therapeutic before, but creativity is kinda dead now. Someday it will come back I suppose.

I know everything is a bit chaotic here, this will have posts like these, and some others a bit more structured I hope.

Much love, absurd.